princess21
Life is short, and its up to you to make it sweet.
It's been a while since i have written to yall. Sorry, but i have been really busy. So, today i went on my first "day date". It was amazing. I had so much fun. We went to his sisters pond and fished but then it started raining. I almost caught one too, but that little bastard jumped off the line. Son of a Bitch. Anyways, then we went to his dads resturant where he use to work. and he MADE us a pizza. lol i filmed it haha. it was good. then we went to a pet shop to look at fish and stuff while the pizza cooked. then we went to the mall and held hands the whole time. Something happened today, that made me realize not all guys are bad people. My longest relationship lasted four years. We were in love. I still love him. But it ended badly. He was emotionally abusive the whole time, and it got physical by the end. Ever since then ((10 months)) i havent dated anyone, or even considered it. obviously i have a hard time trusting people, i gave that boy my life. I would have died for him. We really clicked and he made me one of the happiest people on the earth. There is a lot more detail i could go into about this guy and our relationship but i will spare you. So moving on, tomorrow is my first day of Cheer Camp. I made JV for my highschool and im excited about that. But on a more emotional note, the only thing im worried about is that the other girls wont like me. I hope im wrong. and i hope this year is amazing. because thats what i deserve.
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fuck yall.
I'm 15. I am really busy, all the time. I'm at the gym every day for like 5 hours a day. not by choice, but because im taking PE over the summer to free up a block next year. I need to lose at least 20 pounds. So im kicking my ass every day at the gym trying to be slimmer, and next thing i know, one of the medications im on makes you gain weight. thank you mother dearest. no need to say this, but i stopped that medication right then and there. bunch of dumb fucks if you ask me.
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Okay so this is like third entry. &&i dont know what to say. i read one persons complaining about there job, and another one talking about shopping. But i wanted to talk about my feelings. is that allowed?
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Can someone reply to this so i know if people can actually read what i post?
confusedSo, this is my first time posting a blog. and i dont really know how this works. im kinda hoping the whole point is to let out my feelings and get your feedback//advice. what ever you want to tell me i would be happy to read. so dont be afraid to write to me, i will defintely write back. 
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